05/13/1998
anger,
has drowned my fear
darkness
has drained my tear
lomeliness
will hold me back
from screaming and yelling
and never stop hating myself
depression
has long gone faded
happiness
went right behind it
fear
locked the door to my dreams
dreams
opened my life to see
to see myself through
that mirror so cold
looking to see if that's really me
seing those two eyes
staring back at me
two eyes so empty
wanting to be
to be tha same ones
who had not yet cried
cried from the anger
thats been kept locked inside
inside this body
that tore me and cut me
and slashed me to death
and brought me up
to take one last breath
to swallow inside
all the anger i had
and the darkness and loneliness
that the mirror kept stealing
from those empty eyes
that i see in that mirror
laughing back at me
i picked up a rock
i aimed and threw
and shattered my own self
to break out and be free
free from that mirror
that kept taking me
that turned me insane
and cursed me
taking a glass
i laughed right into me
looking to see
my own reflection
killing me.
12:30 p.m. - 2003-01-15
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