anger,

has drowned my fear

darkness

has drained my tear

lomeliness

will hold me back

from screaming and yelling

and never stop hating myself

depression

has long gone faded

happiness

went right behind it

fear

locked the door to my dreams

dreams

opened my life to see

to see myself through

that mirror so cold

looking to see if that's really me

seing those two eyes

staring back at me

two eyes so empty

wanting to be

to be tha same ones

who had not yet cried

cried from the anger

thats been kept locked inside

inside this body

that tore me and cut me

and slashed me to death

and brought me up

to take one last breath

to swallow inside

all the anger i had

and the darkness and loneliness

that the mirror kept stealing

from those empty eyes

that i see in that mirror

laughing back at me

i picked up a rock

i aimed and threw

and shattered my own self

to break out and be free

free from that mirror

that kept taking me

that turned me insane

and cursed me

taking a glass

i laughed right into me

looking to see

my own reflection

killing me.

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