2003-03-13

4:43 p.m. -- 100 ????'s


okay, well i got this from dreamer2003's diary. i've always wanted to answer questions like those. long, i know but you cna learn more about me.

1. What is your full name? - my name is Adriana Santana

2. Where and when were you born? - I was born on august 31st, 1981 in Los Angeles California

3. Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.)- my mom is Rosa Melendez and my father who rest in peace was Carlos Santana

4. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like? - Liliana is 26 and she is a very troubled woman who needs to set her priorities straight and Carlos is 23 and he likes to draw.

5. Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people. - I live in Los Angeles and I currently live with my mom and cousin.

6. What is your occupation? - I’m a store manager for blockbuster video.

7. Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks. - I’m 5’4, refuse to believe that I went from weighing 120lbs. to 135lbs., I’m Mexican-American, I have very short wavy black hair, brown eyes. I usually wear black or dark clothing. I kept up with the styles when I was in high school but now I’m just a plain lookin’ girl. I have four tattoos, one on each shoulder and two on my back.

8. To which social class do you belong? - Any one I choose. It really doesn’t matter.

9. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses? -Nope.

10. Are you right- or left-handed? -left-handed.

11. What does your voice sound like? -Like a 21 year old woman.

12. What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently? -Fucken crap, yeah uh huh, what the hell….

13. What do you have in your pockets? -A tissue because I have a cold

14. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics? - i like to tap my fingers and feet.

Part 2: Growing Up

15. How would you describe your childhood in general? - No comment

16. What is your earliest memory? -Watching willow (the movie)

17. How much schooling have you had?- I’ve taken a few classes in a community college.

18. Did you enjoy school? -Sometimes

19. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities? - Pangs of life

20. While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them. none

21. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family? -My brother and I were very close. My sister was away in foster homes, dad was in and out of jail and mom kept us together, somewhat.

22. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? - At first a model, and then until now an actress.

23. As a child, what were your favorite activities? -Reading and writing. I’ve kept a journal since I was 9. I still write in it to the day.

24. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display? - I was the class bully. I was, really.

25. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like? -I was an average kid but hung out with the tough kids, the ones you keep grudges for the rest of your life.

26. When and with whom was your first kiss? -With my first boyfriend, Angel. I was 13.

27. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity? -A lady never tells.

28. If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today. -Experiences in life made me mature at an early age. Although I have a heart of stone sometimes I can be very emotional.

Part 3: Past Influences

29. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far? =Getting engaged, and adopting my 3 year old niece.

30. Who has had the most influence on you? - My fiancée. He’s very smart and independent. He’s very responsible and I love him to death.

31. What do you consider your greatest achievement? -Buying a new car on my own and becoming a store manager.

32. What is your greatest regret? -Not telling my father I loved and forgave him.

33. What is the most evil thing you have ever done? -None that I can think of

34. Do you have a criminal record of any kind? -no

35. When was the time you were the most frightened? -When I saw my sister get run over.

36. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you? -The company I work for had an annual dinner in san diego and everyone was instructed to wear black and white attire but silly me went in all red because I wasn’t informed of this little factor. Boy did I stand out then.

37. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why? -Breaking up with my fiancée and breaking his heart. (ofcourse back then he was just my boyfriend).

38. What is your best memory? -Playing poker with my dad

39. What is your worst memory? -The beatings

Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions

40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic? - It depends on life. I can be both

41. What is your greatest fear? -Never realizing my dream.

42. What are your religious views? -I believe there is a god whether I attend Sunday mass or not.

43. What are your political views? -Have none. Really don’t care.

44. What are your views on sex? -If you feel completely secure with the person and want to experience the “magic” it’s a matter of making wise choices and frankly just being an adult about it.

45. Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable? -No, never acceptable

46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do? --Abandon their children

47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love? - Sure, we all have a penguin out there. The other end of the orange.

48. What do you believe makes a successful life? -Never giving up and be determined to have the best and give 100% always.

49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)? -I hide my feelings a lot but there are times when I can tell a complete stranger my pains and worries the moment I meet them. I guess it depends on the vibe the person gives off.

50. Do you have any biases or prejudices? -no

51. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it? - I would never abort.

52. Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)? -My mom, my niece and Leo.

Part 5: Relationships With Others

53. In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how? - I usually keep my distance but treat everyone fair and with kindness.

54. Who is the most important person in your life, and why? -Leo, he is not only my future husband but my best friend as well.

55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why? -My mom. She’s been through a lot and now her main priority is caring for my niece. She’s a strong woman and I admire her for many reasons.

56. Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people. -Joanna and Andrea are my closest friends. Although I have to admit that even though I’ve know Andrea since we were 8 I have a better and closer relationship with Joanna whom I met in the ninth grade. Leo is also my best friend. I have many acquaintances but few friends.

57. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person. - Leo is my fiancée and everything in the world to me.

58. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened. -I am in love as we speak. When I met him he was my boss and I hated him but I saw through that tough guy image he portrayed. He’s very powerful, by that I mean everyone comes to him for advice and support and I love that about him. He is such a strong person. He can calm me down in the worst situations. I feel like such a dork talking like this because I’m usually not this mushy.

59. What do you look for in a potential lover? -One name….LEO

60. How close are you to your family? - Close enough

61. Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not? -Not yet, Leo and I will get married on February 21st . although he wants to start a family right away I think we should enjoy our marriage for a couple of years.

62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help? -Leo

63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why? -No, we should never depend on anyone. Independence is something that we all need to survive.

64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you? -Leo, my friends and family

65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why? -My dark side

66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict? - I argue quite a bit

67. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations? -I’m not very social so there’s your answer.

68. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not? -Not always. I get a bit irritated when around a large amount of people.

69. Do you care what others think of you? -Never have.

Part 6: Likes And Dislikes

70. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes? -I love to write and read. I also like to paint now and then.

71. What is your most treasured possession? -My books of poetry.

72. What is your favorite color? -Blood red

73. What is your favorite food? -Sea food, but I would give it up in a minute for a bag of flaming hot cheetos

74. What, if anything, do you like to read? -Science fiction, vampire and witchcraft novels.

75. What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)? -a good night out with your friends .the destination can be unknown

76. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit? -The only thing I do is drink. I have my limits

77. How do you spend a typical Saturday night? -Working. I have to work Saturday nights. It’s a store manager duty.

78. What makes you laugh? -Not a lot of things….

79. What, if anything, shocks or offends you? - Racism

80. What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself? -read

81. How do you deal with stress? -I swim, watch a good movie or just light some candles and listen to music.

82. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan? -It depends on my mood.

83. What are your pet peeves? -tardiness

Part 7: Self Images And Etc.

84. Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted? -Wake up early, go to work, come home, spend time with leo, sleep and the cycle continues.

85. What is your greatest strength as a person? -Independence

86. What is your greatest weakness? -Very sensitive to other people’s tragedies.

87. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? -I would be more patient and friendlier. I would laugh a lot more.

88. Are you generally introverted or extroverted? -Can’t decide.

89. Are you generally organized or messy? - Messy to the third power.

90. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at. - 1. being a friend 2. being responsible 3. helping others

bad- 1. low temper 2. impatient 3. finishing what I start

91. Do you like yourself? -I do now

92. What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons...) -I am me and that’s all there is to it

93. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime? -To become a successful actress and publish my poetry.

94. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? -Married with one child, a career and have a healthy and happy home.

95. If you could choose, how would you want to die? - I doesn’t matter how, as long as I’m with someone I love..

96. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left. -Quit my job, go bunji jumping, and visi all the people who were near me.

97. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? -I loved to write. One thing everyone said about me. “you are one of the most unique people I’ve ever met”.

98. What three words best describe your personality? -Deep, passionate and strong.

99. What three words would others probably use to describe you? -Bitchy, moody and dark.

100. If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character? (You might even want to speak as if he or she were sitting right here in front of you, and use proper tone so he or she might heed your advice...) -okay, here’s what I think kid. You need to lighten a bit. Relax, laugh a little more. Enjoy your life. Don’t worry so much. Let your heart run wild!!!.

last entry -- next entry

Samantha
book
funny faces
the corridor of poetry
bookshelf
stories 'n stuff
cast