2003-05-28

9:22 a.m. -- a sudden look...


i found this as i was looking through some drawers i rarely go into cause they're filled with the past. i found some stuff i had written a few years back. i also found a letter my dad had written to me. i had forgotten about that. it reminds me of the letter i sent him in return. those harsh words, the cold and thoughtless words i had used to describe how i felt towards him. i regret it deeply. but nothing can be done now. now that it is all over.

here is what i found. i'll share it with you. no, it's not the letter he wrote to me. it's something i wrote.

12/18/2001

a sudden look around the room

someone eyes me

underneath a glowing moon

he walks right over not turning back

a rush of color highlights my face

he sits right next to me,

the right place

a smile to greet me

and a touch to say

"i've been here forever and now

i shall stay"

he leans right over to give a kiss

i push away so he should miss

trying hard

to play hard to get

i pull him near and win the bet

our lips lock passionate

our eyes shut tight

our hands embrace lovingly

our hearts fall light

get up, we walk away

destination unknown

he, with a secret

has not been shown

as things get messy, my vision blurs

i wake to find myself

with empty arms

and a smile for his million charms

a dream.

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