2003-06-17

8:40 a.m. -- funeral


i haven't been here in a while because i was away at san diego dealing with the passing. it was hard. but here i am.

there was a lot of family there. the ones i hadn't seen in YEARS! my family likes to hug a lot. someone comes in the room: hug. someone leaves: hug. you see them the next day:hug. they leave again:hug. i'm all hugged out for the rest of my life. and i don't really like to hug but feel forced to. don't want to be rude.

my grandmother and aunts were very sad. they kept crying all the time. i didn't cry. i'm not going to miss him but i am sorry i never had the chance to get to know him.

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