he bitches and pouts that i'm "pushing' him into doing things and i don't understand why we have to wait until the last minute.

we have 6 months to go! six months!

and then he tells me as if i'm the one who's making all the decisions and not giving him a voice. but how can i ask for his opinion when then he'll say i'm pushing HIM!!!!!!!

he bought the cruise tickets yesterday and then call me right after to tell me that "it's done, are you satisfied!".

it pissed me off so much. him telling me that it's what I wanted when clearly I wanted to go to the cruise that went to new york!! but we ended up getting the cruise that leaves from miami and goes to jamaica and other places because we BOTH agreed on. so NO leo, it is NOT exactly what I wanted!!!!

fucker!!!!

i know we're both very pressured right now with the wedding coming soon, all these expenses and on top of it all work. but we have fun stuff coming up soon too like the retreat in sept. to santa barbara and then the regional meeting in palm springs where we get to stay there for 3 days and last but not least my birthday coming just around the corner (next sunday).

AARRGG!!!!

my dress is here. it went through pretty quick.

ah me, what's next?

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