9:50 p.m. -- blackjack!
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you know, i think it's time for me to start bitching about my job in here again. it's time. i feel stressed out again. i can't handle all the changes and the fact that they expect us to adapt like we're machines. i hate the fact that this great job opportunity has come my way and i'm going to let it pass me by because i'm too used to what i do, and have been doing for 6 years. i wish i could just get up and go. but then realization kicks in and i remember my $2557 mortgage payment and it all goes to hell. but forget about it, i'm going to vegas tomorrow and won't be back 'till sunday. even though i was there 2 months ago for our anniversary we just have to get away. seriously though i really wanted to take that position but it was unknown whether it would be a temp or a long term position with all the cuts they're making in the company. i would have ended up in the same place as i started or maybe even somewhere where i wouldn't want to be. ah well. i guess maybe something better will come my way soon. Samantha book funny faces the corridor of poetry bookshelf stories 'n stuff cast |