8:24 p.m. -- andrea and joanna
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my friend andrea called just a while ago. and stangely enough another of my friends whom i have not spoken to in a while called me yesterday. i guess this week has become the "catching up" week. i'm glad she called. i don;t know if i'm really avoiding them or i'm avoiding myself. i feel bad because we were so close (andrea, joanna, and i) and know i'm amazed of all the has happened in their lives and not knowing any of it. we always relied on each other and after hearing her tell me all the bad things that have happened to her throughout theses months i can't believe i wasn't there to offer my support. after all, i was the strong one in the group. it mostly makes me feel worse to know that both of them have hung out without me. i don't blame them though. i would cancel any invitation they sent my way. tonight is different though. they're going out and have invited me and dammit even though clubs are not my scene i will go! i need my friends more than they can imagine. i just hope we can pick up where we left off and be the friends we once were. Samantha book funny faces the corridor of poetry bookshelf stories 'n stuff cast |