You had a procedure scheduled for today. It kills me to not talk to you about it because I know what a baby you are about these things but I feel like we need to keep each other at a distance.
You heard me crying last night. I didn't realize you could hear me. I was in the room and you were in the livingroom. You came to room and asked if I was ok and if I wanted to talk about it. I said I was ok.
This is all very hard and I wish I could just erase all the bad that has happened this last year. I wish I could let all this pain go. I really don't need it and if he doesn't want me, I should just admit it and walk away.
1:25 p.m. - 2019-01-23
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