My boyfriend and i went to see wedding bands today. we got the match to my princess cut engagement ring. it's very nice. when pu put both rings together my finger looks vey shiny!!! he got his too, although he wasn't as excited as i was.
a few days ago i was so sick i couldn't even talk. i had to leave work. no one uderstood what i was saying. i enjoyed the rain yesterday very much. i don't think l.a. has seen this much rain for a while. it poured hard and all night. made me want to run outside and sit while the rain washed me away. of course i would probably have catched pneumonia since i was so sick. i'm a lot better now an d in two weeks i'll be taking my vacation. where will i go? nowhere. imma be a couch potato and be home all day long watching movies and surfing the net. yeay
i haven't gone out with my friends in a while. andrea called me friday night to meet up with her and joanna at a bar they frequently go to now but i was too sick to even call her back. oh well. somehow i feel that they're pushing me away now that i'm getting married. it's sad to feel alone. i have no friends anymore. poor me.
work is okay. i'm not as frustrated as i was a few months ago. my boss has been out of my hair too so that's even better news.
some times i do feel lonely though. i'm not the type that feels stranded. usually i'm okay being by myself. i was kinda used to that. i feel my friends don't share the excitement of me getting married. i wish they would call me up just to see about the dress or even about their dresses since they will be my brides maids. maybe i'm asking for too much. i recall being in their lives, concerned with what's going on with them. or atleast trying to stay involved. maybe i'm not as important to them as they are to me.
gosh, i've managed to put myself down in 10 minutes. that sucks. i was in an okay mood when i started now i'm bummed.
10:54 p.m. - 2003-03-16
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