i found this as i was looking through some drawers i rarely go into cause they're filled with the past. i found some stuff i had written a few years back. i also found a letter my dad had written to me. i had forgotten about that. it reminds me of the letter i sent him in return. those harsh words, the cold and thoughtless words i had used to describe how i felt towards him. i regret it deeply. but nothing can be done now. now that it is all over.
here is what i found. i'll share it with you. no, it's not the letter he wrote to me. it's something i wrote.
12/18/2001
a sudden look around the room
someone eyes me
underneath a glowing moon
he walks right over not turning back
a rush of color highlights my face
he sits right next to me,
the right place
a smile to greet me
and a touch to say
"i've been here forever and now
i shall stay"
he leans right over to give a kiss
i push away so he should miss
trying hard
to play hard to get
i pull him near and win the bet
our lips lock passionate
our eyes shut tight
our hands embrace lovingly
our hearts fall light
get up, we walk away
destination unknown
he, with a secret
has not been shown
as things get messy, my vision blurs
i wake to find myself
with empty arms
and a smile for his million charms
a dream.
9:22 a.m. - 2003-05-28
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