I am sitting at my desk, overwhelmed with issues...
There's you, A. Our undefined non-existant, in your face relationship.
There's home and the tension all around.
Then there's work -- stress galore!
But, there I am sitting at my desk, furiously typing away, listening to the most loveliest song by Muse - Sing for Absolution. The lyrics are lovely and the melody is touching.
I begin to wonder, when will it be my turn? When will I feel that way? Feel that someone sees me, like the lyrics to that song? Don't I deserve it? Do I deserve A's constant reminder that we are just FWB? That we cannot be anything else and that I have to accept it?
I deserve to be adored. Openly, honestly and unconditionally adored!
8:02 p.m. - 2019-02-12
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