I can feel a change in me. A sense of growth -- perhaps very small, but enough to notice. Although it's only been two weeks since my T sessions, the fact that I am attempting to do something to help myself is helping. Maybe it doesn't make any sense, but I can feel a change.
Yes, things remain the same with A. But, I think sadly, I've already figured him out. And the things that used to really affect me before, don't affect me as much. Yes, I still crave to see him, and yes I get mood swings when it's uncertain whether we will be seeing each other, but the effect is not as bad as it once was. Again, maybe I'm not making any sense but somehow I feel a difference in my mood.
I know I can be a bit much and I know that we can't possibly spend every Friday or Saturday together. I know this. I think I just need to scale back on that expectation.
I guess, like my t-party host says, "baby steps".
2:52 p.m. - 2019-03-27
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