We stand between worlds,
Exposing nothing but empty words
And actions that contradict.
I give you mountains and oceans,
You take it to climb the highest, swim the fastest,
But always end up farther away.
Farther away from me.
I did something Monday night that I've never done before. And while it might seem small, it was huge for me. I decided to go see one of my favorite bands and I went alone. I didn't beg you to come with me; I wasn't going to bother. This was for me and I didn't want your rejection to spoil it. So I went to see The Strokes at a great venue; the Wiltern. And it was a great show. And while your absence tugged at my heart and made my arms feel heavy and my heart a bit weak, i enjoyed it.
I'm not sure if this made you upset, the fact that i didn't even tell you that I was going or that I didn't reach out again to invite you... but I think there's something more to say about that. You won't admit anything to me but your silence spoke volumes.
You're in Sacramento for the next two days and when you return, I am to pick you up from the airport so that we can go see the Garbage show. I hope we make this a good one.
Love you still... despite it all.
8:28 a.m. - 2019-05-15
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