I've had this diary going on for about 17 years or so... that's almost half my life.
These last 18 months or so, I've been creating entries on my latest life-changing events.
I started this secret relationship with a co-worker who completely turned my life upside down. He completely seduced me and made me fall in love with him, knowing that I was married. Fast forward 18 months, and we're still seeing each other and I am 2 seconds away from a divorce.
But here's the thing... We began this "relationship" as a "no strings attached" relationship. And although that has definitely gone out the window, we're still playing this game... this cat and mouse routine. He has said he loved me, more than once, but he was drunk all times. He's admitted to loving me while he's sober but there's always a but...
He refuses me, yet doesn't let me go. I let him hurt me time and time again.
What do I do?
9:07 p.m. - 2019-06-03
Recent entries:
The Magic - 2019-08-21
%%older_entries%%Heart Strings, You Must Pull... - 2019-08-05
%%older_entries%%The End - 2019-07-06
%%older_entries%%Melody - 2019-06-11
%%older_entries%%Alpha - 2019-06-08
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