My heart swells in my chest. The pounding is so hard... I'm almost deaf. The pain is unbearable. The knot in my throat burns. My face is hot and I feel my lungs fighting for a breath of air.
We've made it clear that you love me as much as I love you. And we acknowledge that we are in some weird, unspoken relationship. And while we pretend to lay all our cards on the table, I know you're still afraid to let me in.
This depression is really getting the best of me. I can't function. I want to sleep forever. I want to be numb.
4:39 p.m. - 2022-03-19
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