she left us on saturday, july 19th 2003.

she wrote her final requests on a piece of paper then handed it to her heartbroken husband.

she wrote it out because she could not speak anymore and she was suffering from the most intensive pain.

i try not to think about it.

i try not to think that people die, or atleast the poeple in my family seem to be anyway.

i try to think that she is no longer suffering. to think that she is no longer in pain.

yet i want to share with the world that i am in sorrow. now i truly am morose.

she is gone.

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