we went to see "bruce almighty" yesterday but i kinda fell asleep halfway through. it's not that it was boring i guess i was just really sleepy. it looked like a pretty funny movie. i guess i'll catch it when it comes out for rent.
i rented "the pianist" it was such a GREAT movie! i wanted to cry everytime. adrien brody is a great actor. it definately deserved all those awards it won. it kinda felt like watching "schindler's list". so full of hate and blood. it made me wonder how it was to live in those days. i guess somehow everyone is outcast at some point.
on to happier thoughts. i will be going to the san diego zoo tomrrow. yeay!! i feel like a kid. i love going to the zoo!! i absolutely LOVE animals. i will be taking rosita so i know she will love going as well. and i want to share with you just how wonderful my leo is. after my dad passed awway i couldn't go to visit his grave. that and i didn't have a reliable car to get there since at the time i was driving a crappy car and the drive was a bit long. he offered to take me. we weren't dating yet. when i got there i was too choked for words. all there was were tears. he gave me courage to go and he offered his arms for me to fall into. he gave me unconditional support, then strenght i needed to face the grave of the man i wished to have known better.
riverside is on the way to san diego. that's where the cemetary where my father's body lies. i have been dreaming of him a lot these days and weird things have been happening in my home. things which i did not share with you because i just want to forget. my way of locking my past and never remembering and yet manages, still, to creep up on me like that shadowthat refuses to go away. i found his death certficate on top of my radio the other. no one knows how it got there. anyhow, leo suggested yeasterday for us to stop by to visit the grave. it has been well over a year since i've gone. leo was so thoughtful to ask me to go. he knows me very well. that is why i'm marrying him.
so, i will have lots of fun tomorrow and enjoy myself. until then may the stars speak...
10:59 a.m. - 2003-05-24
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