You invited me to see Slayer last night and I said yes.
You're starting to let your hair grow again and this makes me lose it -- I love seeing you with hair... your cute little curls.
We're at the Forum again. It felt like it was just yesterday that we were there earlier in the year to see Muse.
We start drinking-- make it a double, you say. From Ministry to Primus, we watch the bands, laugh at the happenings around us... a couple of drunk girls are sitting next to us... the crazy dudes in front of us. You lean in close to talk into my ear so that I can hear you... I take you in... your smell. It's intoxicating.
We grab more and more drinks and we continue to enjoy the music. You wrap your arm around me and I place my hand on your leg. Feeling you that close makes me fearful of my emotions. I can't survive you again...
The night ends. I drive you home. Make plans to see each other again next weekend. Why do I love to torture myself. Why do you love to torture me?
This morning you send me an adorable video of you and one of your mom's cats. You know this melts me to the core. I can't stop looking at it. I can't stop looking at your manly face.
We're but just two weirdos... holding on to something that's keeping us there. There's an invisible magnet that keeps pulling us together-- to only tear us apart.
You'll always be my chocolate man... even when I hate you.
5:42 p.m. - 2019-11-30
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